HeroForARainyDay

I'm so tired of being in Florida, at 'home'. I can't wait to travel again. But ... more than that... I kinda wish I was already at college. I want to go to England to Bournemouth so bad. Too bad I never saved up. Heh. Great. I'm going to go back to watching Doctor Who. It helps.

I wish I could put you in my shoes, make you feel unwanted too. I wish I could make you sit and watch me cry over you. I wish I could make you see the way I protect you, and how it ends up hurting me. I wish I could tell you how many times I've done the things you wanted me too. I wish I could let you see the way I watch your every step so I know what to do. I wish I could tell you, how much I miss you everyday. You're ten steps out the door and just through one other doorway and yet you never bother with me or him. I get it now. ... You've given up on us. Ever since she left you, you've given up on us too. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was n